my gosh pt. 2

me again,
You asked for some lyrics, so here they are:

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

^ That was for Vermillion Pt. 2. The slow song, where i went "emotional" over. It's a sad song, alright? And it's like acoustic with NO drums and it just sounds nice. I only recommended it coz i didn't think you'd like their other songs. Well, if you want to actually hear it, then just download it. *cough* I mean, don't download. who said that? Downloading is illegal.

Anyway well, hmm. I hate milkbars. They suck as much as living in Whoop whoop. haha, the worst thing would be to live in a milkbar IN Whoop whoop. hah. imagine THAT. Even worse than just milkbars would be to work in one. I those fags that just prance in and just take their time choosing something and then verbally harrassing the poor little girl behind the counter. I saw this one incdident where the guy started shouting at the girl because it was "too expensive". I think he was drunk as well. And another time, i saw this old man say, "G'day gorgeous, I brought you some flowers!!". Personally, i don't think she should have taken them coz who knows where they've been...All this at my local milkbar.

I wanna go to Sydney in the Christmas holidays, but the chances of me getting lost is about: 99%. I don't know my way around and I don't think anyone will wanna go with me. or at least be allowed to go with me. I've been branded as "evil" by a friend's mum. I think I've said so before. She doesn't trust me anymore. She thinks I drink alcohol, do drugs, hang out in Chingvale too much amongst other "evil" stuff. lol, sure why not. So yeah. my bro wanted to go to Sydney too. But that's coz his friends are going. I wanna go to, but i dont wanna tag along with him. Maybe i'll hang out with my uncle and my cousins or something. well, i havent told my parents yet. oh well. i'll plan it then deal with it later.

well i'll be off now. I really should get some work done before it's officially too late.
Kimo